Let me OUT!

I need alcohol right now;
I want to be out of control;
I feel like going out on a wild night;
I miss the feeling of acting crazy, stepping out of boundary;
Being just me, as if no one is judging;
Just wanna laugh all night and being able to let a stranger touch me wthout feeling afraid..
Let the beast out of me;
I just wanna get drunk;
I want guys to take advantage of me;
I need it badly;
I'm just tired being sober....