Witches on the Loose!!

Last Saturday, quite an enjoying nite!
Must say i had great time too..
It's our annual dinner.. It's the second one i've attended..
better than last year, at least, i can wear costume.


Event: Getronics Dinner & Dance Party
Theme: Magical Nite
Venue: The Gardens Hotel

Start with the registration, mula2 nak masuk pintu tu pun dah malu...sbbnye darpada tangga parking, aku nampak staff2 lain sume pakai casual je..
aku je yang dah siap bercostume..
Gile segan..nyesal lak xbawak baju spare..
Was thinking to call Ali to send baju lak time tu..hahaha
Masuk kat dalam bilik tu je, bang!!!sume orang perati aku..
Yeah, of course, the HR and registration staff mmg la pakai ikut theme, but not as complete as mine..

aku ni dah siap topi and robe lagi..
tu belum kire eye shadow and lipstick hitam lagi..petang tu pun, sempat lagi aku suruh ali beli cutac itam..hehehe..dah lama xsentuh bende tu.
Jadi, nak xnak, aku wat muke tebal jela..
dah lama sikit barula aku nampak ade yg pakai cam Genie la..cam Aladdin la..
ade gak yg style witch tapi jenis dress je..
Jeng Jeng Jeng...
tetibe muncul la satu couple ni...
mmg besh..sorang pakai cam Merlin, ala2 Dumbledore, sorang witch yang seksi..
mmg cantikla dress dia..
cam bawah ni
jadi aku dah mmg mengidam nak cari baju tu, just couldnt find ...what the heck, tengok jela..
lagipun diorg dua ni mmg sweet and nice gak la..
before2 ni, event pape, diorg will smile and everything..xsombong la..



seterusnya...kitorang masuk..lepak port sbelah bos2 kitorang..diorang suruh..
start ngan dances dari pondan dari Thailand..
adoi xboleh belah..
tempat dah cantek dah...grand dah.escort MC dia plak pondan..
cam lari budget lak..malunye...gedebuk gedebbak the whole stage dengar steps diorang
anyways..after introduction, speech from our GM..
Our new GM is from Singapore Management..segak orangnye..


After cakap2, then makan time!!
Nasib baik kali ni style buffet..
kalo cam tahun lepas, they will serve..xbest...
we cant eat so much..
but, there's a lot of beer..
naik juling mata aku tengok..
but i've to respect my other Muslim friends..





during that 'makan-makan'...got lucky draws and magical performance..
Then ade theatre performance dari Dell department..
Besh gile la...Aladdin version 'Helpdesk'..
In the end, diorang wat wish ramai2 mintak bonus..
Gilela, sume orang menjerit gelak2 at the time..
Yela...Asking in a good way..lol
then last event, was best dressed...hmmphhh...i was called, but i know i wont be selected..
since i sendiri admire the one Balwin is using.. :(




Yes,Balwin won the Queen..Unfortunately, Alvin (his bf) didnt win..
The Genie guy won... he is hilarious..
See??
Anyways, we had great fun..
I didnt win anything..

One of my colleague got Plasma TV worth 10000, supposedly..tapi since dia balik awai..
gatai sangat..kan dah melepas..

diorang re-draw..


Balik tu, terus koma...hahaha..
Xsanggup dah tahan mata..Sonok gak kan skali skala,,,berlakon2..

Sexually?? Duh..

You Are Sexually Powerful

Your attitude toward sex is healthy, safe, and sane. You enjoy sex as much as (or possibly even more than) the average person. You're open minded, intelligent, and adventurous when exploring your sexuality. And while you never take things too far, you take them far enough!

Rasa cam lawak lak wat questionnaire ni..

but what the hell, fascinates me to try though..

betul ke?

SILENT SCREAM

all of a sudden my tears fall..
where i dont know what caused it..
i know i feel empty..like one of my dearest sis wrote before..empty..
i cant feel anything but my heart aches..
i dont even know what i want and what i desire anymore..
im faking so many things about my emotions because i dont know how to feel anymore..
i dont know if this is sad or happy..
there are times, i feel like going somewhere alone..
or just sit inside a room alone..
cry...weep...scream my lungs out

i feel like running, anywhere
as bad as i may have been, i've never runaway from home..
Maybe that's what ive been longing for...lol
The pain is endlessly..
everywhere i point seems to be nowhere..
the daylight seems meaningless,
and nights are merciless..
these tears still fall..for what reason??
i should be happy...i know i should!!
yet i'm tired with all perfect rules i've swallowed all this while..
I'm surrounding with lonely and quiet echoes..
The rhythm of an empty streets..
The rhythm of an empty soul
The rhythm of a dying heart...

Let me OUT!

I need alcohol right now;
I want to be out of control;
I feel like going out on a wild night;
I miss the feeling of acting crazy, stepping out of boundary;
Being just me, as if no one is judging;
Just wanna laugh all night and being able to let a stranger touch me wthout feeling afraid..
Let the beast out of me;
I just wanna get drunk;
I want guys to take advantage of me;
I need it badly;
I'm just tired being sober....

I was wrong!!
Can i stand this aching heart anymore?
I can feel your sorrow. Feels like its spreading to every inch of my body..

I wish it was you, despite everything you have done
You are still my chenta hati..
I look outside my office, looking at my life..
There's always a small regret saying "Why didnt i wait for u?"
I have lots of other WHYs too..

Why didnt u stop me?
Why did u back down?
Why did u agree?
Why smile??
Why praise him?
Why comfort me saying everything is gonna be alright?
Why say u r not suitable for me?
Why did u let me go??
I just want you to hold me...

I always play with reasons..
Now i know why they say
Love is unconditional..
I never need any reason to love you..
You dont have to offer me anything, but i still loves you
I dont have to argue about being fair, my love is still there
You have denied every principle and ideas i strongly believe about guys and relationship..
You made me swallow it all..
As those principles work for others, it wont work on you..

Doesnt work on us!!
I still blame myself for not waiting!

The LAN-guage of MEET UNCLE HUSSAIN!!

i dont have to need any reason to like anyone right now..
just so happen, that i like him..
and right now, im crazy over Lan (vocalist, Meet Uncle Hussein)
He's physically sexy, with sexy voice (getting hot in here)
if only i could just bit his lips..aww!!

look at his chin..arrrr!
all this stupid fantasy
gile bai!!gua mmg tangkap cintan sama mamat ni..ahaksss..
tengok2la lagu yg dia nyanyi, semua berbeza..
something yg u thought u know, but it means different to others..
definitely to him, means something different too..
there are times when i hear his voice, like something's tingling me..
dunno what it's supposed to mean..
Nor Azlan Rosli..ya itu namanya!
Sibuk dok mencari personal page dia, dlm facebook ke, dlm myspace la..
arghhh, cant find it..mana eh?

there was one time, dpt tengok dia dari dekat..
kebetulan time tu jumpa adik ku si Dugong after performing..
lepak blakang stage while for Dugong amek paycheck dia,
time tgu2 tuhla, Lan keluar..
even in all those sweat, he looks so yummy..boleh x??!!
pastu Dugong dah kuar, dia nak kenalkan la..boleh pulak aku ni malu2..
ape kes?? (rasanya Lan tu dah boleh panggil aku Kak Yani kot)
erm..aku rasa satu hari, berjumpa jugak kami..*crossing my fingers*
yela..my hope of having anything with him is totally out of the topic..
totally irrelevant..
so at least, i just wanna meet him in person..
we'll see what happens then...ahaks!


***yummy mummy***

"Gila-Gila" Questionnaires

Just thought i should put up this Gila-Gila Questionnaires.
So, if u guys wanna try..
Just answer these questions with the name of the songs you randomly played from your playlist.
Give it a try, could be fun..
But, no cheating!!


How am I feeling today?:Take Me to Her

Will I get far in life?Medicine in Left Hand

How do my friends see me?:Letter to Geiko

Where will I get Married?:Passion’s Killing Floor

What is my best friend's theme song?:Blue Eyes

What is the story of my life?:Falls on Me

What is/was highschool like?:Black Black Heart

How can I get ahead in life?Here in My Home

What is the best thing about me?:Final Destination

How is today going to be?:Cloy

What is in store for this weekend?:Royal Jelly

What song describes my parents?:Sober

To describe my grandparents?Sound Asleep

How is my life going?:From Cradle to Enslave

What song will they play at my funeral?:Stand My Ground

How does the world see me?:Halusinasi

Will I have a Happy Life?Naïve Sick Chasm

What do my friends really think of me?:Yesterday

Do people secretly lust after me?:pitiful

How can I make myself happy?:buried alive by love

What should I do with my life?:newborn

Will I ever have children?Teenage Dirtbag

What is some good advice for me?:Only One

How Will I be remembered?swamped

What is my signature dancing song?:Bintang di surga

What do I think my current theme song is?:Surrender

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?Enjoy the Silence

What type of men/women do you like?:Liquid Lies

The One

i can't feel my senses, i just feel the cold..
all colors seems to fade away, i cant reach my soul
i would stop running, if i knew there was a chance
it tears me apart to sacrifice it all, but im forced to let go!

the numerous relationships led me to "The One"..
the one who had everything that i need equally..everything is just nice!!
had a friend asked me once, do you love him? Hell Yeah!!
ha i know that trick, its not good enough to trick me..if u ask, do i love him the most? -
this would be very hard to answer..i wont even dare to answer...
its very cruel of me of course..i believe love itself cant bring you anywhere..if you think love can feed you everyday, keep on dreaming and imagine the food on the table when its actually not there!
all those fantasies..damn its great!
i chose someone whom i can love, i feel secured with, the one i can share everything and take me as it is..
I remember someone whom i love very dearly, he's a drug addict..out of hope at early age..
I remember sacrificing everything, my paycheck, my luxury, say anything, he has all of me..
Yet, i loved him..stupid yet it's true!i still do, silly me!!
Dont ask me to erase that feeling and memories with him..it will always be there..

But like it or not, i've chosen my "The One"I feel blessed with him..
He may not be the richest guy
He may not be the most handsome guy (although he looks perfectly handsome to me)
He may not like what i listen to
He may not understand my view of life..
I accept that, he passed every test!! He may not got flying colors in every test, but at least he passed it all!

i hold on to this saying for very long time

= IF U CANT BE WITH ONE YOU LOVED, LOVE THE ONE YOU ARE WITH=

Love metal memang "lain"!

Hahahaha..At last, got the one ive been looking like for long..dapat gak pakai baju ade heartagram..

Rasa cam dulu2 masa mula2 jumpa rantai Heartagram..pastu dapat gelang and keychain...

These are the small things that most people wouldnt understand, "apehal minah ni kecoh and sonok semacam dpt bende camtu..lainla dpt Honda Prelude sebijik ke"..hahahahaha..Prelude cite lain, ini cite lain..ini passion, bai!

Betul kata Kak Z, bende ni makan diri..Sampai kadang2 tu sanggup terpikir nak apply credit card..so that aku boleh beli on9..i hate credit cards since i was small..and there was one time, Maybank kasi credit card, anta terus kat umah...how pissed i am that time, u cant imagine..5 times call helpdesk diorg, 3 kali pegi maybank utk pastikan diorg cancel that thing..how i hate the sight of it, tapi kadang2 bile pg Website HIM, geram lak rasa xde credit card..isk isk isk..

dan sekarang, bile dah dpt ni, i'm not going to stop here..nak banyak2 lagi..

Pasni nak pegi mencari cincin dia pulak..From a very reliable source, aku kene merisik kat Campbell..

Ya, akan ku pergi jua..

Sambil tu, nak promote brand Lain..mmg betul Lain..u guys surely xkan nyesal punye..if u guys ade custom design nak kasik ke...or nak tengok design2 yg dah ade, pls let me know..(nak letak link, dah lupe pulak..ahaks)

Apapun, I am going to do whatever it takes until i can achieve all i wanted..Termasuk cuti2 Finland..InsyaAllah..Amin!!

Pst: ape ni design aku nak buat lepas ni eh??letak gambo ville sebijik kat badan..

I am blessed to cry as I change my point of view. And I lead my fears to burn . I am blessed to fly and able to return. When I'm bleeding for the cure

I am tryin' to get well

And no more cryin' for the end

A desireless way to be alive

We must find the haven for our souls'Cos we know that we have lost our will to live