Thursday, September 4, 2008


I was wrong!!
Can i stand this aching heart anymore?
I can feel your sorrow. Feels like its spreading to every inch of my body..

I wish it was you, despite everything you have done
You are still my chenta hati..
I look outside my office, looking at my life..
There's always a small regret saying "Why didnt i wait for u?"
I have lots of other WHYs too..

Why didnt u stop me?
Why did u back down?
Why did u agree?
Why smile??
Why praise him?
Why comfort me saying everything is gonna be alright?
Why say u r not suitable for me?
Why did u let me go??
I just want you to hold me...

I always play with reasons..
Now i know why they say
Love is unconditional..
I never need any reason to love you..
You dont have to offer me anything, but i still loves you
I dont have to argue about being fair, my love is still there
You have denied every principle and ideas i strongly believe about guys and relationship..
You made me swallow it all..
As those principles work for others, it wont work on you..

Doesnt work on us!!
I still blame myself for not waiting!