Friday, August 15, 2008

The LAN-guage of MEET UNCLE HUSSAIN!!




i dont have to need any reason to like anyone right now..
just so happen, that i like him..
and right now, im crazy over Lan (vocalist, Meet Uncle Hussein)
He's physically sexy, with sexy voice (getting hot in here)
if only i could just bit his lips..aww!!


look at his chin..arrrr!
all this stupid fantasy
gile bai!!gua mmg tangkap cintan sama mamat ni..ahaksss..
tengok2la lagu yg dia nyanyi, semua berbeza..
something yg u thought u know, but it means different to others..
definitely to him, means something different too..
there are times when i hear his voice, like something's tingling me..
dunno what it's supposed to mean..
Nor Azlan Rosli..ya itu namanya!
Sibuk dok mencari personal page dia, dlm facebook ke, dlm myspace la..
arghhh, cant find it..mana eh?



there was one time, dpt tengok dia dari dekat..
kebetulan time tu jumpa adik ku si Dugong after performing..
lepak blakang stage while for Dugong amek paycheck dia,
time tgu2 tuhla, Lan keluar..
even in all those sweat, he looks so yummy..boleh x??!!
pastu Dugong dah kuar, dia nak kenalkan la..boleh pulak aku ni malu2..
ape kes?? (rasanya Lan tu dah boleh panggil aku Kak Yani kot)
erm..aku rasa satu hari, berjumpa jugak kami..*crossing my fingers*
yela..my hope of having anything with him is totally out of the topic..
totally irrelevant..
so at least, i just wanna meet him in person..
we'll see what happens then...ahaks!


***yummy mummy***

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

"Gila-Gila" Questionnaires



Just thought i should put up this Gila-Gila Questionnaires.
So, if u guys wanna try..
Just answer these questions with the name of the songs you randomly played from your playlist.
Give it a try, could be fun..
But, no cheating!!


How am I feeling today?:Take Me to Her

Will I get far in life?Medicine in Left Hand

How do my friends see me?:Letter to Geiko

Where will I get Married?:Passion’s Killing Floor

What is my best friend's theme song?:Blue Eyes

What is the story of my life?:Falls on Me

What is/was highschool like?:Black Black Heart

How can I get ahead in life?Here in My Home

What is the best thing about me?:Final Destination

How is today going to be?:Cloy

What is in store for this weekend?:Royal Jelly

What song describes my parents?:Sober

To describe my grandparents?Sound Asleep

How is my life going?:From Cradle to Enslave

What song will they play at my funeral?:Stand My Ground

How does the world see me?:Halusinasi

Will I have a Happy Life?Naïve Sick Chasm

What do my friends really think of me?:Yesterday

Do people secretly lust after me?:pitiful

How can I make myself happy?:buried alive by love

What should I do with my life?:newborn

Will I ever have children?Teenage Dirtbag

What is some good advice for me?:Only One

How Will I be remembered?swamped

What is my signature dancing song?:Bintang di surga

What do I think my current theme song is?:Surrender

What does everyone else think my current theme song is?Enjoy the Silence

What type of men/women do you like?:Liquid Lies


Monday, August 11, 2008

The One

i can't feel my senses, i just feel the cold..
all colors seems to fade away, i cant reach my soul
i would stop running, if i knew there was a chance
it tears me apart to sacrifice it all, but im forced to let go!

the numerous relationships led me to "The One"..
the one who had everything that i need equally..everything is just nice!!
had a friend asked me once, do you love him? Hell Yeah!!
ha i know that trick, its not good enough to trick me..if u ask, do i love him the most? -
this would be very hard to answer..i wont even dare to answer...
its very cruel of me of course..i believe love itself cant bring you anywhere..if you think love can feed you everyday, keep on dreaming and imagine the food on the table when its actually not there!
all those fantasies..damn its great!
i chose someone whom i can love, i feel secured with, the one i can share everything and take me as it is..
I remember someone whom i love very dearly, he's a drug addict..out of hope at early age..
I remember sacrificing everything, my paycheck, my luxury, say anything, he has all of me..
Yet, i loved him..stupid yet it's true!i still do, silly me!!
Dont ask me to erase that feeling and memories with him..it will always be there..

But like it or not, i've chosen my "The One"I feel blessed with him..
He may not be the richest guy
He may not be the most handsome guy (although he looks perfectly handsome to me)
He may not like what i listen to
He may not understand my view of life..
I accept that, he passed every test!! He may not got flying colors in every test, but at least he passed it all!

i hold on to this saying for very long time

= IF U CANT BE WITH ONE YOU LOVED, LOVE THE ONE YOU ARE WITH=