where i dont know what caused it..
i know i feel empty..like one of my dearest sis wrote before..empty..
i cant feel anything but my heart aches..
i dont even know what i want and what i desire anymore..
im faking so many things about my emotions because i dont know how to feel anymore..
i dont know if this is sad or happy..
there are times, i feel like going somewhere alone..
or just sit inside a room alone..
cry...weep...scream my lungs out
i feel like running, anywhere
as bad as i may have been, i've never runaway from home..
Maybe that's what ive been longing for...lol
The pain is endlessly..
everywhere i point seems to be nowhere..
the daylight seems meaningless,
and nights are merciless..
these tears still fall..for what reason??
i should be happy...i know i should!!
yet i'm tired with all perfect rules i've swallowed all this while..
I'm surrounding with lonely and quiet echoes..
The rhythm of an empty streets..
The rhythm of an empty soul
The rhythm of a dying heart...
2 comments:
i think i know ur dearest sis who wrote about empty long ago... *wink*
it sounded like something has left ur life, and u dont know where it went to... somebody caused u strife, and its not what u're seeking... huh?
just my wild guess...
i will say a prayer for u, dear sis... hope it help u to feel the strength u did... hopefully!
definitely..exactly..
i dunno what it is though!damn!!
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